Miss You! Miss You!
Just because I don’t spend time with you, doesn’t mean I don’t miss you.
Just because we don’t talk more often doesn’t mean I’ve already abandoned you.
The truth is, I’m always daring to show myself, and my heart to be expressed.
But I simply can’t because.. I don’t know.
Miss you! Miss you
I miss you my blog!!
Promise to write soon. Our friends miss us now.
My Weirdest Skills…
Ok, I just finished my resume few hours ago. You might be wondering where I will use it. Pwede na rin sa future part-time jobs, pero ang priority is for recommendation purposes for schooling. Actually, I never had experienced having a job (except for school jobs) but I’ve got a lot to say in my resume like my honors and awards, experiences, affiliations and skills.
Speaking of skills… ayun, umandar na naman ang pagka-weirdo ko. I just want to share some of my weirdest skills that you may or may not know. But you bet, today will be your first time to read this. Ok, try ko lang isipin kung ano yung mga “Special talents and skills” ko na may pagka-weirdo.. and pati yung mga gusto kong matutunang skills.. na weirdo rin 
Pero bago ang lahat, share ko muna yung latest skill na natutunan ko:
Technical Skill: Good knowledge in photo editing, Cascading Style Sheets (CSS) and designs.
Oh, di’ba, parang college course lang? Well, na-figure out ko lang at sadyang naalala lamang ang aking Advanced Computer Operations Subject.
Heto na ang aking mga Weird Skills (gagawin ko na ring ala college course style)
- Fish Cleaning extended to deboning… specialties are bangus and tilapia; no bursting of gall bladder (because it’s mapait if pumutok!)
- Children Nursing… expert in pagpapatulog ng bata.
- Dogs’ and Cats’ Fleece Removing.. Favorite pet, Demari, because of her grape-looked fleece.. easy to pluck! (yuck, I know this is gross! but I do sanitize myself after wards).. sorry, honest lang! :p but promise I won’t do it na.
- Gardening.. grass removing system without using any instruments or gloves… I can sit around tall grasses and make bunot those sharp-edged thingies even up to an hour.
- Mono block chairs and tables cleaning.. bring me your dirtiest mono block chairs and tables.. even if they’re full of black tartars, I can remove them with the help of my kitchen knife.. hahha!
- Pet Management and Hospitality.. ok, feel at home ang mga pets namin. Si Miming, may fish lamang-loob soup.. si Doggie, may grilled pero-pinapak-na-muna chicken bones .
- Expertise in Tutubing-Karayom Catching.. 1 second lang, huli na yang “needle dragonfly” na yan! hahaha! :p
- Pests Killing Major in House flies, minor in Cockroaches… gadabundok ang deadbol na langaw sa lamesa kapag ako na ang bumira! At ang ipis, derecho sa basura after being stucked in the tsinelas!
Aren’t they gross? And weird.. matatawag bang skills yan? hehhehe.. and ang weird skill na gusto kong matuunan is how can a lamok be caught and killed using my hands whenever it touches my beautiful skin.. di kasi ako marunong pumatay ng lamok.. wala lang! hehehe :p
Dental Consciousness
I had my new brackets on today. I got my braces off last week and I felt good about it. For a while, I did not see my smile without wearing any braces..
There was still a gap, though, so I need to wear them again until the good positioning is over. Since I transferred here in the US, my orthodontist needs to redo the position of my brackets (and make them new) and change my upper molar bands. And I got a lot of compliments from my ortho and his assistant today: “You have a proper hygiene, the gums are healthy. Guess you’re not new with the rules on braces, are you? We did the positioning so quickly!” (They don’t know that it takes half an hour to an hour for me to clean my teeth when I’m not in a hurry: pre-mouthwashing, toothbrushing, tongue brushing, flossing, final mouth washing) 
And now, they gave me a prevident gel.. it is something that contains fluoride and it helps the enamel become stronger.. chuchu.. basta yun.. pampatagal sa oras ko na naman 
Well, last week, ang ganda ko daw, sabi ng ate ko, tapos ngayon, ang pangit ko na naman daw. 
hindi naman ah.. mas maganda nga talaga ako pag wala na ulit braces. Pero ayoko naman ng may gap ang ngipin noh! 
Ayun, I’ll be glad when this will be over. I know it’s not really a necessity to have braces (oo na, arte na rin ito kung tawagin!) but when the treatment is done and you see your jaw and teeth in proper position, it gives you a killing smile that adds up more confidence to you. Agree?
Yah, my mom agreed. 
.. she agreed na arte lang ang braces… hahaha!
One Month.. Next Month..
I have this newly bought bulletin board in my room where I can post anything including pictures, prayers, articles, quotes, tickets, etc. And last night, I made a calendar planner for the month of February then finally realized that I’m already one month here in US! (tiit tiit, weight check, please? 
)
Well, few days more before February. It isn’t really a memorable month for me (although it’s the month of hearts), but I’m looking forward of doing these things:
- Do a strict review for driver’s license manual in one to two weeks. It’s been what, May 2008, since I received that manual for the knowledge test but now, I’m still in page 36! heheh.. (F.Y.I: Before a person can take his driver’s license, he has to undergo first, a knowledge test, and then an actual driving test.). Too may processes, eh? I should have done this on my first month!
- Of course, after the review, take the knowledge test asap! (Let’s see if I’ll pass. Yes, I hope and I will! I’m chilling..)
- On the 3rd, well, gotta spend more or less than 3 hours with Dr. Eikrem, my new ortho, for my new braces. Excited!
- Lessen my time for internet and aim to be on bed at 9-10pm. (Way!)
- On the 8th will be mom’s big blast! Happy b-day mom!
- Make changes on my friendster profile including photo uploading, customizing, etc. I just hate my profile now, it’s really out of date (except for this blog!). Out of date or out of pics? I don’t like my background, I don’t like everything! (except my face!
). I just want everything to be new (a lot of my friends are hanging on..err..) - Valentine’s day.. will it be memorable this year? I certainly know it will not.
- And more and more unexpected surprises and schedules and everything…
Mind to make my month? hehe..
Inner Peace…
So much with all that ka-dramahan. Mahirap maging discreet lalo na kung ang personality ko ay pure sanguine talaga. Ang problema ko ay ang sarili ko at kailangan nang masolusyunan ang pagiging emo ko ngayon din! Oo, minsan sa buhay ko ay nagiging emotional at sentimental din ako! (kung anu-ano man ang mga nagiging dahilan, sa akin na lang yun). Ngunit nasabi ko previously na kaya ako nagkakaganito ay dahil sa medyo kulang ako ng peace of mind. Sobrang dami kong naiisip lately and I become worried with so much things. And also, wala ako masyadong napagsasabihan ng mga nararamdaman ko ngayon besides my family here. Do you know what I mean? Although my life now runs so smoothly, I find it a little bit boring. Pero nasa isip ko lang ata ang lahat ng ito. Tsaka ito pa, I tried to search for my heart last night, and I found out na I have this feeling of longing kaya nalulungkot ako. (syempre sino ba naman ang di malulungkot pag may namimiss ka?). No, hindi ito tungkol sa love life (ano ka ba! hehehe) .. pero pwede na rin! joke.. Hindi, joke lang yun.. nagpapatawa lang ako.. (ano’ng nakakatawa dun?) Promise, last na ‘to.
I know that external enjoyment cannot be achieved unless I don’t radiate the inner peace which comes from God alone. What makes a happy person happy is his spirit that is overwhelmed in the presence of the Lord. May God help me find that complete peace of mind as I walk with Him all the days of my life. Now, I must stop worrying for it won’t add a single day of my life. Instead, I must enjoy life as if I’m gonna die tomorrow. Worry does not lessen the troubles of tomorrow, it just robs the enjoyment of today.
