Miss You! Miss You!
Just because I don’t spend time with you, doesn’t mean I don’t miss you.
Just because we don’t talk more often doesn’t mean I’ve already abandoned you.
The truth is, I’m always daring to show myself, and my heart to be expressed.
But I simply can’t because.. I don’t know.
Miss you! Miss you
I miss you my blog!!
Promise to write soon. Our friends miss us now.
Remembering..
At this midnight, I looked back to my blog in Wordpress which was made more than a year ago. Guess what, as I was reading from my ever first post up to June 2008 archives (I didn’t finish it), I felt so good. Of course I got ashamed of myself too because I realized that I was really emotional and immature during the times I was writing my daily posts. But those emotional times I had were actually, like precious stones I’m counting. The memories of my life are worthless. That’s why it’s very nice to keep your own journals because you can go back to them after so many years. I’m happy reading all my journals over and over again.
For days, I noticed I’m becoming so emotional. When I’m alone, I can really feel… alone! So all I have to do is to blog write.. Ok, I won’t assume anymore that someone is reading this. But anyways, reading my past memories made me realized how I transformed. From confusions to worries to happiness to joy to tears to struggles.. I also noticed how God really helped me overcome everything..
Lately, instead of thanking, I was more on grumbling. About my boring life, about this empty life of mine. Worries are attacking me. But again, I am realizing that, if I have overcome my struggles in the past, what more with my present? I remembered how positive I was, how patient I was, how thankful I was, how waiting I was. Can I not become the same or better now? Of course I can!
I almost forgot God’s promises to me… on how He will help me, on how He will use me, on how He will give me everything, on how He will make me strong in this beautiful land he brought me. I almost forgot I’m already in USA, this land that He promised. i almost forgot to trust Him.. almost forgot to surrender my emotions, my heart.
I thought I already had the best of my life and my life tomorrow will never be as beautiful as yesterday. I was wrong. Now, God is reminding me that He still loves me despite the fact that I almost forget my love for Him that I used to have. He’s telling me that the rest of my life is the best of my life.
Now, I’m getting okay. Instead of worrying, I must remeber the good times I talked to the Lord about my future plans. Everyday must not be the end but a beginning. Now, I’m remembering how to make this thing I called life worthwile everyday again. 
Busy…busy.. busy…
Thank you so much. I’ve been receiving few messages from people who said they’re reading my blogs, especially here on friendster (but kindly leave your comments? hahaha..just log in). Well, my apologize for updating it less often. As of now, I, together with my mom, bro and sis, am kinda busy for some registrations (for social security, driver’s licence, school, etc.) But don’t worry about me, I am more than ok. I bond with my family, we pray, eat, go shopping, gallivant, laugh and cry together. I’ll be happier if all the members of my family that are left in the Philippines are already here. And I miss Philippines too! I miss my friends, my church, our house and espeically my room! (but i tell you, I don’t have homesickness or something…) I’m just happy here too… I thank God for giving me this kind of joy now.
Ok, I have to go now. Keep on praying.
A Present
“I’m going to make you a present…” He laughed again.
“Ah, little prince! My little prince! I love to hear that laughter!”
“That is my present. Just that.”
“So here’s this girl again; making my inbox getting loaded by her blog updates. Her name’s ‘Imari’. OMG, I know her. I don’t know her. Who is she? I’ll click her site.”
Thank you for clicking this again. I hope as you drop by, mag-comment naman kayo! I’m starting to hate Friendster! (joke!) Kokonti lang ang nagba-blog! Oh well, I understand, they’re preoccupied. Kawawa naman ang Yamii Blog ko sa Wordpress, ‘di ko masyadong ina-update. Pero thankful pa rin ako kasi when I check the Blog Stats, uhm, kahit paano hindi naman zero ang status! In fairness, umaakyat naman sa 3, 4, 5, 11, 17, 18 ang clicks. (laughs) I hope my blog stats din dito. Pero nakakatawa, di’ba, bihira ang mag-comment? Minsan naiisip ko, “Ano ba, pangit ba ang mga gawa ko? O masyado lang malalim kaya nanonosebleed yung mga nagbabasa?” Or talagang hindi lang sila interesado sa akin? Hindi kaya… tamad lang talaga yung iba… Naiinis ako… Wala lang… Asan na ba si Nichole? Busy daw sya eh. Ako lang ba ang hindi busy? Eh bakit noon? Kahit busy ako nakakapag-blog pa ako? Kanya-kanya lang talaga ang interes ng mga tao. Hayyyy… Pati yung kuya kong si Jerome, busy na rin sa school! Waaahhh!!!
Marami akong friends na mahilig talaga magsulat. Kaso, so sad, yung iba computer illiterate (sila na mismo ang may sabi)… or “computer literate pero hindi lang talaga mahilig sa internet”. Pero we exchange articles. Ang saya nga eh.
“Si Imari naman eh, ano’ng connection nung dialogue sa itaas at ng title nya?”
Wala lang… Can you give me a present? Ikaw na ang bahalang umintindi… huhuhuhu… “What is essential is invisible to the eye.” Bye.
