Macbook!!!!!
6th week and the visa has not yet arrived. Well, I wouldn’t care! hahahaha… Today, I was just thinking that I need my visa no more (but it doesn’t mean I’m losing hope… I’m still praying so hard). I mean, there is something greater I need now. And I need God more than anything. I wouldn’t care what other people will say about me. I wouldn’t mind about my schooling. So what if I missed the first sem? I’m still enjoying my stay here at home. This is part of God’s plan, I know. I don’t have an evidence that there will be great things that God will do in my life, and I don’t have anything to show now to prove that God will bring me to wonderful places and He will make me something extraordinary and influential (and famous! hahaha…), but I have here my only evidence—my faith.
And today, God reawaken my desire for a macbook by saying “Ask and you will receive.” Some time in our Sunday school, our pastor told us not to be ashamed to ask God of anything. After all, He is our Father and as a child, I can ask anything from Him! So now, Lord, Awesome Daddy, I know this will be very civil… I’m asking for a macbook. Hahahaha… Give it to me whenever I am truly ready. And I’ll keep on praying that I wouldn’t put my heart to everything you will give to me because anytime, You can take it from me. Instead, I’ll put my heart to You and anytime You will ask me to surrender it (the mac book), then I will be ready to give it someone that Your Spirit will lead.
Macbook, Lord! hahahaha…
My Christmas and Birthday Wish list
Well, I still have two months and more before my most favorite occasions arrive–Christmas and my 19th birthday! I’m really excited, you know. Because I could feel that I will harvest my “material rewards” from God. 
I could feel that I’m going to spend my Christmas… with snow and with a roasted turkey on our table! Here’s my wish list. I hope I could have them just as I got my wishes too last year.
1. I want a lot of greetings from all of my friends and family! They could be via phone calls, e-mails, personal, whatever. Hehehe…
2. Hiya! I want a small breed pooch like a Shih Tzu, a Yorkie or a Pug! (I asked mom to buy me when I get there… ahem…) Look! I just gave them names! (laughs)
3. Who doesn’t like an Apple Macbook Air? Every computer manic desires it and so do I. It’s the thinnest notebook ever! I could use this in my ministry, in my writings, in school, at home, anywhere! (ahheem, paging my brother, Jerome Santos! hahahaa)
A pooch and a Macbook… That’s all. This is more than a wish. I hope God will grant me these things.. Yeah, I could feel it! Well, nothing is more important than to spend these special occasions with my family and share and receive love from everybody. By the way, try making your own wish list too (materials or non materials) and tell it to God. If you believe it will be given to you, then He will really give it to you. Just delight in Him and He’ll give you the desires of your heart. Happy Ber Months, everyone! Much love!
