I Need Myself Be Back!
I am uncomfortable with myself. I feel I really need to change a lot. Well, you know me, I always yearn for changes everyday even if it means stepping out of my comfort zone. Ok, I’ll tell you now. First, of course, I want to be more organized with everything again (parang ilang taon na ito ah! hehe). Basta! I’m so ngarag na ngayon. My priorities are not set. I need to reset my priorites: the most important is to start and end my day with God. My biological clock is pretty abnormal too so I must take charge of it. Huhuh..
I’m so upset at this moment because I’m fearing of getting bigger and bigger! Few months, I found myself being narcissistic (a little, honestly! hehe) and now I’m feeling self-hating (not at all but I have a tendency..lol)! Last night I found out how much pounds i gained since I got here in US. Looking at my old pictures from last year, I’m feeling kinda frustrated!! Waahh! I was never this fat! I’m so conscious, to tell you.
Di’bale, even if I don’t love myself sometimes, God always loves me for who I am. I’ll move my feet and start looking for ways on how to reduce weight! Really, I’m hating it! I need excercise, less food and most especially, I need myself back! lol..
Wala lang. Mamaya magiging ok na rin ako. 
ok lng kung tumaba ka, mka2blik pa nman ung dati mong body,.wat most important is da real imari, na nkilala ko,.at un ka hope un ang ndi magbabago
kya wag mo mxado ma frustrate sa pgiging mataba.ok know u’ll be fine 
Posted June 26, 2009, 9:19 pmok lang na tumaba for me sexy ka pa rin..nasa nagdadala naman yan..pero kung gusto mo talaga magreduce bahala ka..hehe pero kumusta na pagrereduce mo?
Posted July 13, 2009, 2:59 am